I am still struggling with / working on showing up. I probably always will. I will have good days and bad days. The concept of brain neuroplasticity gives me hope though. I went to zumba today, and it felt good. 🙂
I am realizing, that I have been hurt in the past, and it still shows up in my life today. In my thoughts and the way I act.
I am kind of wanting to go back to dance class. I haven’t gone in over a month. I hope it’s ok that I show up. I’ll find out next week. I love dance. It feels good, and I’m actually good at it too.
I am still seeing the guy, J. 🙂 He’s pretty great. 🙂
I’m coming to learn to embrace what comes easily to me, and what I enjoy. For some reason, I have always thought that these things weren’t meaningful enough. They blended into the background of my mind-scape.